I am in a different town since today noon. I traveled from Home at 10 in the morning, and its now almost 12 midnight 17th my date/time. I'm happy to be here, and in this change. Attended a formal meeting, and worked hard, and then partied harder. I am actually glad to be here, working for this organisation, and I wish each day was the same. Every single day I wish!
Not only because I love this work, Yes that's one of the main reasons, but even a greater one is that it helps me block memories off.It helps me keep my mind off a few things that I don't want to think about.
Called 'him' up, and 'he' called me back for a single moment, just one minute and a few seconds, and said that he'd try to talk in the night, which I was sure he wouldn't, and he didn't. Not that it really affects me though.
I called up a friend too, and he'd been busy the whole day, so couldn't talk, another's father got discharged from the ER today, and another one called me up whilst I was with the others, and hence I couldn't attend the calls.
It feels good at times, to tell people that you're busy and that too because of a genuine reason. I think of not calling 'him' any more, and to take up the hints he tries giving me, but, I need more work to really keep me that busy.... at least till I find a new job. Let's see how it goes.
Help me God really!
©anu (Exploring Myself)
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