I had thought I wouldn't boot the system now till today evening, but don't feel like. I had lots of thoughts racing in my mind since last half an hour.....and more than that since yesterday evening. May be its the aura of my room and my home. I need to do something about this, and change the energy vibrations from negative and lusty to positive and loving.
Lusty thoughts have been hunting me since yesterday, and I am unable to resist myself from thinking about them. All, I do, is when I have those thoughts and I have to give in, as soon as I realize where am I drifting, I beg for strength from God, and till now its helping, I hope it keeps on helping.
Lord,
Keep me calm in joys and sorrows,
keep me calm in happiness and misery,
keep me serenely surrendered to You,
for......
strength, righteousness, will and courage.
Keep me willing for a moral strength Lord,
for the character,
for the divine love,
and make me ready to receive Your mercy, Love and Blessings.
Amen!!
©anu (Exploring Myself)
do what you want to do, so long your actions don't infringe and hurt someone. lust - love, where is the boundary? do they overlap, do the merge? in the infancy of their origin. Is it not what we had thought was lust, is in true essence, was finally love. And for what we may had perceived as love was in fact illusion. why do we have to make it complicated? why cant we let it live, let is grow, till time events decide - lust or love. do we need to purify ourselves, do we need to become someone else in the process, in any case will the lust hurt someone..i doubt, except maybe us. maybe it was love?
ReplyDeleteAnd if hurts US, that's the worst!
ReplyDeleteTo each his own perhaps, may be I am a puritan in essence, the only restriction I'll not purify any one else.
by the way, that is the good thing about your puritanism - with no stated restrictions on the choice of others. what is a Calvinist? any idea (lazy to read wikipedia)?
ReplyDeleteAnd, if i have to understand a little bit of church, puritan movement - both seems like moving back..well, i would wish to leave the matter alone, in the hands of the urgent believers...of whichever form. cannot see to impose our morals on free-will.