Relapse:

Relapse of the slavery and submission is heavy. Sexuality was but not any more, may be because my date is over. I'll still be reporting to H*.

Mom and dad met with an accident today. They are ok, not very hurt.

I am interacting with loads of people these days, forming my impressions, widening my arena of thoughts, living every moment as it comes, avoiding deliberately and desperately what I wish to, and in this effort taking up even things I don't want to.

Depression is relapsing too!!!

©anu (Exploring Myself)